It's just been a hard day. I remember this day last year. I didn't cry once. I remembered him, but was filled with joy. But today has just been hard. I can't explain why, & I don't know how to process my feelings.
But what's worse is that I'm starting to forget his face. I'm starting to forget how he felt in my arms. But even if that all happens, I still have the memories.
I'm tired. I'm worn. I miss Kaden. I think of him every day. & today was no different. Just harder. My heart is heavy, & I can't see an end to today.
But tomorrow is a new day. Kaden still isn't here, but my God is faithful & He will carry me through.